"It's only through writing that I've ever been able to suppress life's personal disappointments. When I can't write I feel anxious and out of sorts and am easily riled, though I'm usually able to control my emotions..."
- Pramoedya Ananta Toer (The Mute's Soliloquy: A Memoir)
["Hanya dengan menulis aku mampu menekan segala kekecewaan peribadi hidup. Bila aku tidak menulis, aku merasa cemas & tidak keruan serta mudah gusar, walau selalunya aku bisa mengawal emosiku..."]

Monday, July 4, 2011


Thursday — 30th June 2011/28th Rajab 1432
Time: 1.27 am (Malaysia)

"Mark the date tonight that I've cried a lot after understood my true being. Something I just found out after a series of memory flashback since childhood, what I was referred as in a book & I'm sure that's me. Then I discovered there's a term where Rasulullah s.a.w. witnessed my kind. I pray & I read Quran, but nothing can swept this feeling that I'm not human... to a betrayal." 
— Xanith

"In the history of mankind, there lies another kind... far & beyond the knowledge of the modern scholars, or in denial. The kind that will challenge your faith... beyond your expectation, unless you believe in Him & His creations thoroughly."

The emblem 1st mirrored


The emblem 2nd mirrored
"If you look inside the eyes of a man & fell for the heart of a lady, don't turn away & say the feeling isn't true. If you happen to love the man with respect for dignity of a virgin lady, you fell for the right soul given by fate. No evil can create love from the heart of a human being but lust & no lust can penetrate the soul of a pure love unless taken."
The emblem reversed

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