DROP DEAD DIVA

Character drawing inspired by the TV series 'DROP DEAD DIVA'

Yo big size people! If you think being fat is heavy, so quit your burden with the extra weight. But if you're comfortable with your size, strike a pose & stop nagging!

Life is not about being uncomfortable in your own body, it's about fitting yourself with the right outfit, right crowd & right attitude! If you don't know how to do it just look in the mirror & say to yourself "I'll do what's right for me & be with people who think I'm right for them!".

Life provides you with so many choices & why waste your time being with the wrong choices by abandoning the right choices? No wonder you put up yourself feeling so wrong all the time! Need guide? Take my words, if people are so wrong to you, start looking for the books... that's why reading books is very important for your self-development. It feels like magic!

Well, no regret if what you think is right is consider wrong by the people you think is right. Get what I mean? What I'm trying to say is one day soon the people who think you're wrong, will reconsider once you prove them wrong. How to do that? Stay with the right attitude, be with the right crowd & wear only the right outfit. Anything less than the bikini, you won't be mistaken as a bitch!

All the best!

BILA SEPADAN NAMUN TIDAK SERASI

Pernahkah anda terfikir jika apa yang membuatkan anda terpesona dengan mata, anda rindui dengan hati dan keindahannya membuatkan anda jatuh cinta namun untuk memiliki ia terasa amat jauh daripada kenyataan? Itulah yang kita namakan 'memuji dengan harapan'.

Tetapi apa jadi kalau terpesona, merindui dan jatuh cinta itu lebih daripada sekadar 'memuji dengan harapan'? Apa akan jadi kepada logik anda untuk memahami sesuatu apabila anda dan dia tampak sepadan namun hakikatnya langsung tidak serasi?

Ini yang berlaku apabila menyentuh persoalan mengapa ramai kecewa dalam percintaan sebelum sempat ia terluahkan — 'Bila Sepadan Namun Tidak Serasi'.

Jatuh cinta adalah sesuatu yang mudah berlaku dalam hidup manusia, tidak kiralah samada secara spontan atau tidak. Antara anda ingin mengakui atau membohongi diri. Perasaan itu terlampau mudah berlaku dan ia amat mudah juga untuk diulangi tanpa perlu risau akan sebarang komitmen. Kerana jatuh cinta tidak memerlukan komitmen sebaliknya keterujaan perasaan apabila mata terpesona dengan sesuatu atau seseorang hingga mencetuskan hati yang rindu. Jika akal mampu membiarkan fenomena itu berlalu, perasaan itu akan hilang untuk diulangi lagi dengan subjek yang lain.

Walau bagaimana pun, jatuh cinta yang kerap pasti membawa kebarangkalian sekali dalam sejuta untuk anda terjerat dalam fenomena perasaan yang kekal. Fenomena ini bakal membawa resah berpanjangan jika faktor asas jatuh cinta itu tidak ingin terluahkan, dan lebih kritikal jika faktor persekitaran terus menjentik naluri kerinduan. Malah paling kritikal jika ia berterusan hingga melibatkan isu-isu secara kebetulan yang kerap terjadi hingga teman-teman di sekeliling dapat menghidu fenomena tersebut.

Mungkin anda dan si dia secara natural mempunyai banyak persamaan perilaku biarpun rupa fizikal berbeza; cara berpakaian, senyuman, corak berfikir, penggunaan kata-kata dan paling ketara lirikan mata. Di situ teman-teman sekeliling mula membuat pelbagai andaian di atas keserasian tanpa sengaja anda berdua walhal ia hanyalah satu kebetulan.

Apabila anda berdua cuba mengelak daripada dilihat tampak serasi, keadaan menjadi semakin lebih serasi dan ini menimbulkan kesangsian teman-teman akan erti sebenar perhubungan anda berdua. Ini kerana ketidakserasian tersebut menjadi faktor utama bahawa anda berdua adalah sepadan dan untuk lari daripada keterikatan itu adalah sesuatu yang mustahil.

Jika ketika itu anda sedang bercinta, fenomena ini bakal menggugat kesetiaan pasangan anda. Jika ketika itu anda sedang mengharapkan cinta seseorang yang dirasakan memenuhi citarasa dan prinsip hidup anda, fenomena ini akan mengelirukan logik anda untuk membuat pilihan yang pasti. Kesudahannya anda pasti terjerumus dalam kancah pergolakan perasaan cinta yang tidak menentu dan dia akan terus menyelubungi logik hidup anda.

Di dalam fenomena ini, anda berdua tidak boleh dipersalahkan terjadinya perasaan cinta itu sebaliknya anda berdua boleh dipersalahkan jika perpisahan anda membawa kemusnahan sekeliling. Justeru, pilihan terletak di tangan masing-masing untuk membuat keputusan mengiyakan apa yang terjadi secara semulajadi atau terus menafikan kebenarannya dan mengongkong diri dalam pembohongan jiwa seumur hidup.

Buruk atau baiknya sesuatu itu, pasti Yang Maha Pencipta ada rancangan-Nya sendiri untuk sesuatu perkara itu terjadi. Ini termasuklah perasaan cinta mencintai... satu-satunya anugerah teristimewa yang mampu membuatkan anda saling berdamai dan bersatu. Mengelak hanya bererti anda mengingkari dan akhirnya berkesudahan dengan benci dalam cinta.

Maka begitulah hakikat di zaman ini mengapa ramai yang hidup dalam pembohongan, mengelak mendengar kata hati dan terus berpura-pura melihat cinta hanyalah mainan jiwa yang mengkhayalkan. Walhal cinta itu adalah realiti yang hanya mampu dirasa tetapi tidak mampu dilihat kecuali di mata dia yang kita cintai...

Rujukan Teman:
http://eddyrizal.blogspot.com/2010/06/pesanan-mencintai-seseorang-tetapi.html
http://eskapisminda.blogspot.com/2010/06/rindu.html

IMMATURE TYPE OF MATURE... I'M NOT YOUR BEST AFTER ALL

It’s very funny when they are still looking at me like I’m such a proud type of guy with big ego & eager to show off my achievements to others. Though I’d been very humble for all those years in the industry, yet still they thought I’m a swank for being THE BEST.

Even now when I’ve already resigned from my so call ‘THE BEST’ position, these people still hang on to me with such ‘daring’ compliment. Sometimes it really gets into my nerve that makes me feel like I want to smack their face. I’m human too you know & I do have anger!

I really don’t mind if you're saying “You’re the best dude” & I can sense honesty in your tone, but sadly, they said ‘You’re the best dude” but the tone sounded like “As if!”. Seriously if you don’t really mean it, please don’t say it! or I'll be taking the same familiarity to your bastard attitude. At the end of the day, I’ll forgive but…

“They never forget that I’m still THE BEST to them.”

I’m not sure if these people really can change to be nice because most of them with this kind of attitude are older people; those whom we thought has considerably matured to tackle emotional matter like jealously, irritation & social misbehavior with rational but they are the…

‘IMMATURE TYPE OF MATURE’

Funny part is this so called ‘mature-minded’ beings will simply tend to do this to THE BEST people with envy. Responds usually get in my nerve at wreck are:

“Sorry, I don’t read your stuff!”

Again & again I met with these types of people who keep using the same dialogue, especially when I asked them to understand me by reading my material either on papers, blogs or whatever source related. At the beginning I was quite disturbed by such respond. But then it kept me wonder, how come they praised me to be THE BEST but they don’t follow my work? Are they pretend of knowing me just because somebody else think I'm THE BEST?!

Thing is: No wonder they are irritated of me for being THE BEST, because they are being haunted by my achievements for the reason they don’t really understand. Maybe they wished they should have done that before me. Too bad!

“You think you’re so good?”

This respond came to me whenever I gave my suggestions, ideas or solutions in order to give the optimum ideas in the discussion. Funny part was I didn’t intend for them to really use what I gave to them because my purpose was to carry my responsibility for being invited as a part of the discussion. Because I don’t really go to any discussion if I’m not invited or even ask to attend (I rather be on my own!). So, what was these people problem?!

Thing is: They are having issues with me who they thought is THE BEST which might cause a rack to their reputation as someone much older or should be considered mature than me. It’s like “Who’s the boss?! Me!” Thing is even James Cameron listen to the young in order to make a very successful movie of a life time such as ‘AVATAR’. Do you? I do! Because I play along & read their works always, do you? No, I believe you don’t & if you do, you should have not saying I’m THE BEST the other way around, dope! Plus, I don’t think you have the guts to read this journal’s every line with pleasure, right? My pleasure!

“Come on, don’t play nice okay!”

I maybe do silly & naughty jokes with my friends but I’m a nice person so I know my limit. I don’t simply call people bitch, bastard, pig etc. in public but personally I did though mostly never. More else this kind of respond usually I will get from people who try to rack me from being the best by digging my sexual activity. When I said “I don’t speak of my sexual intercourse in the office or during at work or even with my closest friends.” So they replied “Come on, we all grown up okay!” Then when I still refused so there went that dialogue right on my face!

Thing is: Knowing me their BEST they also wonder if I’m also THE BEST on bed! But what they didn’t understand when I tend not to share such experience was because they’re not THE BEST to be with me on bed. So can’t they just understand that? D’oh! One more thing… maybe they are lack of perfect sex! Booo!

IT'S A WRAP:
There are more exactly to this ‘IMMATURE TYPE OF MATURE’ but only the real mature knows what’s more than these. So my point is I’m not their BEST after all & I intend to keep myself that way for the people I don’t think is THE BEST in order for me to keep them at BEST. These people are the kind of people who meant to spice up our life as clowns dress up like normal people. They try not to be A JOKER but yet they hardly realize they already are; A JOKE!

HEART OF PRIDE & PREJUDICE

"His mother is dead; who else he has in this world except himself. He even avoided his relatives. This is the right moment! Always a person who suddenly in a total loss of someone he mostly dear & trust with his life, that person is totally clueless to move on. Right now, he's looking for a moral & financial support to continue living. Especially when he has everything we need while he has nothing. Let’s give it to him, let’s lure him to our dungeon so he can be in our command forever!"

Does that dialogue sounds familiar to you? Well, not exactly the same but this is what happen when you thought you know and own everything in your circle of life by playing God. The truth is you’re just like any other human beings who trap in their own pride and prejudice.

The fact is you're not God and you know nothing of what really happen behind your back unless you turn to see it for yourself. Same goes when you're judging friends all around you, not everyone is saying what they really are.

“Maybe you’re speaking from your experience of judging others but you’ll never know maybe they’ve already surpass it when you are about to share the similarity.”

Now hold on a second, before you make any assumption of what I am writing about. This has nothing to do with my decision to resign from being Chief Editor of GEMPAK STARZ™ or anything related to my career propaganda made by rumors. I am writing about human connection here and yes it does relate to people at work, but it has nothing to do with my decision to resign (sooner or later it will happen so it happen now).

The point that I am trying to stress here is about certain people behavior that has been blinded by their own heart and mind toward someone else they’ve known for so long. By all means, their over judgment has misled their own faith until what’s craving in them now is holding on to their last drop of dignity. I have no doubt anyone who read this and tend to see it as crappy issue has just fit them in this category.

Pretend like you know nothing of what I am talking about and came out with a reply “Really?!”, tomorrow when you wake up in the morning tell me if you can find traces of truth in your face.

Remember, I am not interested to be a part of your emotional game when you are not interested in mine. Lately my victory is not about making decision to resign from the editorial department, but overcome my heart that was painfully yearned for a love I didn’t again expected when I first fall in love many years ago. Best part, the love is still there but it’s not my pain anymore.

“Because your biggest challenge in life is not about you knowing others so well to own their heart, it is about how well you know your own heart to start knowing others.”

BILA BERTINDAK BODOH KERANA TERCABAR

Masa Ayour dok melayari laman blog GEMPAK STARZ™, Ayour terbaca seorang hamba Allah ni dengan nickname Anti menulis...

"Hentikan beli barangan diorang... racist, mempergunakan hak melayu."

Apa ke hei nyer ko ni jang?! Ke minah?! Inilah yang Ahmad Dhani (penyanyi/komposer Indonesia) tuduh laman internet hanya untuk pengecut! Ntah siapa ntah dia, hanya menggelar diri Anti. Kalau betul Melayu tampil ke depan & akui diri sebagai orang Melayu yang berani menyuarakan hak kalau betul apa yang dia sebutkannya sebagai hak Melayu (?!). Atau dia sengaja melepaskan geram sebab tak puashati tak dapat apa yang diinginkan daripada GEMPAK STARZ™ atau... ?

Kalau betul kata GEMPAK STARZ™ (@ apa sajalah terjemahan produk luar berbahasa Melayu!) tu racist terutamanya kepada kaum Melayu, hari ini saya takkan berdiri di sini memartabatkan komik² berbahasa Melayu bersama diorang. Malah artis² komik kaum lain pun sudi berkongsi karya² diorang untuk pembaca Melayu. Kalau ramai berperangai macam Anti (dia ni yang sebenarnya racist!), belum tentu diorang ingin memajukan orang Melayu dengan memberi peluang memartabatkan industri komik berbahasa Melayu. Lagi baik buat komik bahasa lain jer... terutamanya komik bahasa Inggeris, lagi dapat untung, boleh jual seluruh dunia daripada berhabis modal jual hanya untuk orang Malaysia yang boleh baca bahasa Melayu. Buat komik berbahasa Cina pun elok, sebab leh jual kat China, Taiwan & Hong Kong, luas pasaran tu!

Bercakap pakai otak la Anti oiii! Jangan pakai nafsu. Lagi ramai Melayu macam Anti ni lagi malu Melayu woiiii! Nak maju guna otak & jangan asyik nak menunding jari jer. Lagi kerap korang melaungkan hak Melayu, lagi racist korang jadinya. Lama² orang kata Melayu bangsa kuat racist!

Cukup² la nak tembak orang racist sebab Ayour ni Melayu gak bro! Nilai Melayu dah ada dalam diri & tak boleh dibuang walaupun ada orang dok kata Ayour ni Eurasian (demi Allah banyak kali dah kena!), Ayour tetap kacukan Bugis (abah) & Jawa+Melayu (ibu). Ayour kalau lukis komik pun tetap tak ketinggalan nak lukis karakter pakai baju tradisi kita. Bagi Ayour, kalau sudah dibesarkan dalam keluarga tradisi Melayu Johor, dah besar & camner moden pun kehidupan tetap takleh buang nilai Melayu serta cintakan adat kita (ada bersaka memang tak cinta!). Bukan macam Anti ni dibesarkan dalam tradisi keturunan racist!

Konon hak Melayu, ke nak memalukan Melayu?!

So ada faham Anti? Ayour menjawab ni daripada sudut peribadi ya, jangan nak kaitkan lak kata majikan suruh kata (ni ler antara perangai memalukan Melayu.... suka propaganda! Tak habis² dengki!). Awak ingat Ayour ni pak turut?! (tak puashati leh siasat sendiri dengan semua kakitangan di GEMPAK STARZ™, Ayour ni pak turut ke tak, silap haribulan la beb!). Tujuan Ayour ni sebab nak ingatkan kaum sendiri jangan asyik nak melatah! Ramai dah orang Melayu & bukan Melayu membuktikan diorang boleh berjaya tanpa perlu bersifat racist. So renung²-kan ler pe'el (orang Muor kata perangai!) awak tu ek!

P/S: Kalau Anti ni sebenarnya nakkan perhatian (kurang kasih sayang kot! Ke terlebih kasih sayang sebab tu mengada-ngada sampai terlebih biadab camni!). Siapa yang baca blog Ayour ni nanti pun pasti akan bagi perhatian kat anta (awak dalam bahasa Arab). Lama² Anti glamer la! Kalau tunjukkan diri yang sebenar mesti lagi glamer. ^_^