"It's only through writing that I've ever been able to suppress life's personal disappointments. When I can't write I feel anxious and out of sorts and am easily riled, though I'm usually able to control my emotions..."
- Pramoedya Ananta Toer (The Mute's Soliloquy: A Memoir)
["Hanya dengan menulis aku mampu menekan segala kekecewaan peribadi hidup. Bila aku tidak menulis, aku merasa cemas & tidak keruan serta mudah gusar, walau selalunya aku bisa mengawal emosiku..."]

Friday, May 28, 2010


I knew we had it,
I know now that I have it,
I didn't know she had been with me,
I do know I have been with you ever since.

I love you when others thought I love her,
I love you no matter what they say it is her,
I love you more the more I thought of her,
I love you every second when my heart beats for her.

Someone told me you are not meant for me,
While others told me she meant so much for me,
But everybody thinks I should stop hoping for you,
Because all the eyes see how perfect I am with her.

My darling,
This is the moment you have to say it,
Say you love me before my love turns to her,
Say you love me after I apologize to her,
Say my love before your heart turns cold with me.

A day is like a year without you saying a word to me,
A year passes like a day whenever she is around me,
A lifetime feels like forever hoping you will come to me,
Forever is like never waiting for her to love me.

My love,
Don’t wait till the moment I have to say…
I love you forever but it is her who loves me a lifetime,
I love you endlessly but she who pronounces it to me,
I do love you but if she who says I love you before you,
Let bygones be bygones for our love will never gone.
You and her, near or far…
Two of a kind…


maSkey_z0ne said...

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Fakhrul 'Ayour' Anour said...

Hehe... trimas! ^_^
(*p/s: keep up with ur blog. Love it!)