IN THE MIND OF A COMIC ARTIST: January 2015

Saturday, January 24, 2015

SINIS

Seni ini...
Impianku sejak kecil
Bukan perkara main-main
Sudah jadi darah-daging
Biar ditegah aku teruskan
Biar dibantah aku patahkan
Biar dibalah aku gagahkan
Apa masalah kau?!
Ini jiwaku, bukan jiwamu!

Seni ini...
Kerjayaku sejak mula
Bukan perkara main-main
Susah senang semua ku rasa
Inilah mata pencarianku
Inilah juga segala usahaku
Inilah juga permata jasaku
Apa masalah kau?!
Ini takdirku, bukan takdirmu!

Seni ini...
Hidupku sekali ini sahaja
Bukan perkara main-main
Apa aku suka bukan kau pun
Semua kejayaan aku juga berusaha
Semua kegagalan aku yang angkara
Semua keupayaan aku kerah bekerja
Apa masalah kau?!
Ini aku, bukan kau!

Bersaudara pun kita,
Saling berjasa pun kita,
Cinta mencintai pun kita,
Ada perkara mesti berbeza
Jangan suka-suka...
Mengubah segala!

Aku bukan anjing
menurut kata bila dikasihi
Aku bukan babi
Menyondol minta digilai
Aku manusia
Punyai hati dan perasaan sendiri
Cinta tidaklah tergila-gila
Waras pun ada batasnya
Jangan dipaksa ikut suka
Sekali ku tampar,
Bergegar dunia!

Seni ini...
Bakatku sejak lahirnya
Bukan perkara main-main
Menafikan buruk padahnya
Terima saja ini kelebihan
Terima saja ini kekurangan
Terima saja ini ketetapan
Apa masalah kau?!
Ini fitrahku, bukan fitrahmu!

Pandai kau berhujah
Cuba mematahkan ilhamku
Pandai kau berbid'ah
Cuba memesongkan akidahku
Pandai kau berceramah
Dikala impian kau pun huru-hara!

Seni ini...
Ku menulis

Seni ini...
Ku melukis

Seni engkau...

Suka mengacau?

Thursday, January 1, 2015

2015... A WHOLE RACE TO BEGIN

To whom it may concern,

So what to be happy about when all around us are people trapped in disasters, when those who don't care found their way to party for the new year. Meanwhile those who care, mourn together with the victims. Am I trapped in a moment? No I'm NOT although I DO CARE. Therefore at home (drawing comics), on the first (almost end) first day of 2015, I just want to wish...

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2015 to everyone.

"A heart well prepared for adversity in bad times hopes, and in good times fears for a change in fortune."

— Horace

Bad things happened to everyone, I had my share a few times and will happen again, I knew it. We just need to face the fact, no one escapes from bad things in life... not even the prophet. The only difference is how you and me co-op with the situation whenever bad things come into our life, maybe we're the same or maybe we're not.

"Sad people dislike the happy, and the happy the sad; the quick thinking the sedate, and the careless the busy and industrious."

—Horace

Somehow when bad things happen to others, don't ignore, either we pray for their well being or donate something to ease at least some burden they're having: or both! If possible, at this critical moment, let them have their moment of grieve while we respect them with peace. But that doesn't mean we have to pause our other responsibilities. Like myself, I still have to draw comics and make sure I have my new year's resolution is in the workout, insha-Allah.

"It is courage, courage, courage, that raises the blood of life to crimson splendor. Live bravely and present a brave front to adversity."

—Horace

And sometimes when we thought this life is having too much of a conspiracy to begin with, exactly it is not. That just happened when we assumed too much, thinking that we're always right while others are wrong. So get ourselves together, because there are things in life that don't need science and spy to get it answered, whatever it is... it just need faith.

"The greatest lesson in life is to know that even fools are right sometimes."

— Horace

Yours sincerely,

Fakhrul Anour

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MIND OF A COMIC ARTIST

Have you ever thought that a comic artist's mind is much more deeper than anyone of you can ever imagine? This is what makes me complicated & that's why I want you to know me here. What do I have in mind? Something to share before I leave. But thoughts recorded here remain, till terminate... till death do us part.

[MINDA SEORANG ARTIS KOMIK
Pernahkah kau terfikir bahawa minda seorang artis komik begitu mendalam berbanding sesiapa yang kau terbayangkan? Inilah yang membuatkanku rumit & kerana itu aku mahu kau mengenaliku di sini. Apa yang ku fikirkan? Sesuatu untuk dikongsi sebelum aku pergi. Tetapi ingatan-ingatan yang terakam kekal di sini, sehingga padam... hingga maut memisahkan kita.]

SYMBIOTIC OF LOVE

'Being cute doesn't mean you're adorable, being handsome doesn't mean you're tough, being gorgeous doesn't mean you're attractive, being pretty doesn't mean you're sweet! Once again I want to remind you that I'm not taken by anyone physical beauty unless for flirt favor. But if I'm taken by the beauty of your heart, compared to your physical beauty, then I'm glad for the great package of you! Though love doesn't need a package to lure me... '

[SIMBIOTIK CINTA
Tampak genit tidak bermaksud kamu menarik, tampak tampan tidak bermaksud kamu gagah, tampak mengagumkan tidak bermaksud kamu memikat, tampak cantik tidak bermaksud kamu manis! Sekali lagi ku berpesan bahawa aku tidak mudah terpedaya dengan keindahan fizikal sesiapa kecuali atas alasan berpoya-poya. Tetapi jika aku terpikat dengan keindahan hatimu, berbanding keindahan fizikalmu, maka aku bersyukur dengan pakejmu yang hebat! Walaupun cinta tidak perlukan pakej untuk mengumpanku...]

PANDICULATION

There are those who claimed I have the charisma that can attract people to get into the crowd & listen to my words. Yes, I believe I do have such power... alhamdulillah. I can even make people fall in love with me desperately while I'm still walking gracefully towards my dream unassuaged by their sincerity. But this charisma is God's gift, I will not use it by force demand, only by fair request & I agree to fulfill.

[PANDIKULASI
Mereka bilang aku punya karisma yang bisa memikat manusia hadir berkelompok mendengar bicaraku. Ya, aku percaya aku punya kuasa itu... alhamdulillah. Malah aku bisa bikin manusia jatuh cinta padaku sesungguhnya sedang aku terus berjalan penuh gaya ke arah mimpiku, tidak terpujuk oleh ketulusan mereka. Namun karisma ini anugerah-Nya, tidak akan ku rela bila dipaksa, hanya dengan seadil permintaan & aku redha memenuhinya.]

ASPIRATION

You said "Maybe I'm not so lucky in love..." Truth is all those time when you're into someone, it was because of pleasure & admiration. Once you had it, you fell even deeper for the imperfect of perfection & you thought that's true love. Yet such love is breakable, turned you into despair for a pleasure of admiration & blinds your way to see your true love who is waiting in despair yet unbreakable...

[ASPIRASI
Kau berkata "Mungkin aku tidak bertuah dalam cinta..." Sebenarnya ketika kau taksub kepadanya, adalah kerana kesenangan & kekaguman. Bila sudah memiliki, kau merasa yang terdalam dengan ketidaksempurnaan yang sempurna & kau sangka itu cinta sejati. Namun cinta itu amat rapuh, menjadikan kau kecewa pada kesenangan mengagumi & membutakan jalanmu melihat cinta sejati yang sedang menanti dalam kecewa tidak terapuhkan...]

BURLESQUE

"3x I've made love confession & none replied that they love me too, still they stick on me like lovers. But I never stuck on them when being unanswered didn't develop my motivation, though funny how they got miserable for that. More than 3x I heard love confession from others & none I replied, but they stuck on me until they got miserable!"

[BURLA
"3x aku mengaku cinta & tiada seorang pun mengaku yang sama, namun tetap mereka terikat denganku bagaikan kekasih. Namun aku leraikan ikatan itu bila perakuan tanpa sambutan tidak membina motivasiku, walaupun kelakar melihat mereka porak-peranda kerana itu. Lebih daripada 3x aku mendengar perakuan cinta mereka namun tiada satu pun aku sambut, tetapi mereka terus terikat padaku sehingga porak-peranda!"]

INTENTION

"Let me put it this way... you're not God whom I verbally confess my love & I don't expect to get verbal reply, yet my heart still believe I'm loved without doubt cause God don't hate. So if I verbally confess my love to you, don't expect me to believe you love me too if you're not verbally reply me because I couldn't compare you with God!"

[NIAT
"Beginilah... kau bukan Tuhan yang bisaku perakui cintaku secara lisan tanpa mengharap balasan yang sama, namun hatiku masih percaya aku dicintai sesungguhnya kerana Tuhan tidak membenci. Maka jika aku mengaku cinta kepadamu secara lisan, jangan harap aku bisa percaya kau mencintaiku juga tanpa jawapan lisanmu kerana aku tidak tega membandingkanmu dengan Tuhan!"]

SIREN

"I only want to be happy with what I do & if you're not happy with it please help yourself & get out! As far as I know you need help & I need to do my work, so what's it gonna be? Try to ruin my life just because you're not happy with how good my life is not an option to make yourself happy, I promise you'll be worse! Think of spider, ant & bee; I may look easy to be crushed but please doubt the fragility."

[SIREN
Aku hanya ingin bahagia dengan apa yang ku lakukan & jika kau tidak bahagia kerana itu, maka sila bantu dirimu sendiri & keluar! Setahu aku, kau perlukan bantuan & aku perlu laksanakan tugasku, jadi apa kesimpulannya? Cuba menghancurkan hidupku hanya kerana kau tidak bahagia dengan caraku bukan caramu untuk bahagia, percayalah kau pasti merana! Fikirkan lelabah, semut & lebah; aku mungkin kelihatan senang dipijak namun sila ragui kerapuhan itu."]

REGIME

"I recall that a common piece of advice was to restrain oneself from excessive knowledge. Knowledge leads to unhappiness & makes people permanently dissatisfied. I eventually came to realize that the origin of such poisonous belief was some people's desire to have others fall into their power."

"Saya teringat pada satu nasihat yang menahan seseorang daripada ilmu yang berlebihan. Ilmu membawa kepada kesedihan & membuat orang tidak berpuas hati selamanya. Saya akhirnya menyedari bahawa asal-usul kepercayaan beracun itu adalah keinginan sesetengah orang untuk melihat orang lain jatuh ke dalam kuasa mereka."

— Pramoedya Ananta Toer (The Mute's Soliloquy)

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